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[June] Previously on
The Handmaid's Tale...
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How can I tell him
that everything
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that has happened to her
is because of me?
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He's never gonna forgive me.
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Hannah knows how hard
we tried to find her.
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- How could she?
- 'Cause I told her.
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Mommy.
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Daddy and I will
always love you.
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And we would never stop.
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The accused stand charged
with gender treachery,
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in violation of Romans, chapter 1.
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[Judge] Martha,
you are hereby sentenced to
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- the Common Mercy of the State.
- [Ofglen screams]
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[Judge] Handmaid, you are
sentenced to Redemption.
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[screams]
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I have sources.
Witnesses to your involvement
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in Commander Winslow's disappearance.
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Unless you arrange
for my immediate reinstatement.
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You want me to restore
your position,
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I need my seat
back at the table.
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And your information
can help me get it.
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[Lawrence]
Let's fix this country.
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Let's make things right again.
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- [gasps]
- Ooh, sorry.
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No. It's okay.
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So, do you...
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[Commander] With Offred now in Canada,
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we can't be naive about that.
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She could put us both away
for the maximum sentence
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and prevent you
from being a mother to your son.
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We need to drop our fight.
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What do you guys know about Serena?
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- She's pregnant.
- Is it his? The Commander's?
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[June breathing heavily]
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All right. June, wait.
Wait, wait, wait.
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- June, June.
- [June moaning]
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[June] She's pathological.
She's a sociopath.
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She's toxic. And abusive.
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She's a monster.
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Do you know why
God made you pregnant?
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So that when He kills
that baby inside your womb,
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you will feel a fraction
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of the pain that you caused us
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when you tore our children
from our arms!
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- [whimpers]
- Do you understand me?
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[soft song playing]
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I'm so tired
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Of playing
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Playing with this bow and arrow
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Gonna give my heart away
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Leave it to the other girls to play
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For I've been a temptress too long
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Just
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Give me a reason to love you
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Give me a reason to be
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A woman
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I just want to be a woman
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[Tyler] I felt helpless.
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I guess it was...
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a way to feel in control.
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[Danielle] Didn't your Commander notice?
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[Tyler] I cut high on my arms,
where he couldn't see.
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[Vicky] Must have hurt.
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[Tyler] Felt good, actually.
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Um...
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It's like a relief.
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Well, cutting was your way to cope.
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[exhales] But you're here now.
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You're healing.
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You're free.
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[Tyler] Yeah,
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my Commander's free, too.
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At least you get to face
yours in court tomorrow.
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[Vicky] I'd be so nervous, June.
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I can barely stand to watch
the news about the trial.
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It's a "confirmation
of charges" hearing.
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And she doesn't have to go.
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There's nothing wrong
with a written statement.
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She wants to tell her
story in person.
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[Vicky] Still, you must be so scared.
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[Danielle] And worried.
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You know, the defense
gets to ask questions.
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I'm not nervous or worried.
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Or scared.
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I can't fucking wait.
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[Emily]
How are you getting home?
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Ready to go, Miss Osborn?
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Um, will you just give me a moment?
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Thank you.
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[exhales]
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So, you kicking me out of the group?
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No. [chuckles]
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Just give it some time.
You'll find your groove.
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Or maybe you won't. [laughs]
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I just... I thought that I'd have
more in common with them.
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Well, they don't all come with
their own security detail, so...
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[chuckles]
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You know what I mean.
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- [exhales]
- Feelings...
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forgiveness.
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Journaling?
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Why aren't they more angry?
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How do you know they're not?
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- Leave me alone!
- Emily, I'm so, please, stop.
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I just wanna, I just wanna
talk to you for a moment.
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Uh, why don't we go sit?
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I just wanna talk to you
for five minutes.
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I don't want to talk to you.
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You look well. Are you well?
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Emily, it's so good...
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Hey, hey, hey! Who are you?
What do you want?
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[officer] Is there a problem here?
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No, there's no problem.
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Um, I just, I just wanna talk.
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But it... it doesn't have to be now.
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Um, yeah.
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Here's, here's my information...
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- Stop it!
- Go away!
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Please.
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Go!
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Yeah.
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Are you okay?
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Who was that?
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- I'm fine.
- [Moira] You sure?
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Yes. Yeah, thank you.
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I'll see you there.
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Emily...
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I'll... I'll see you at home.
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It's supposed to be a refresher,
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but coding bootcamp
is kicking my ass.
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[laughs]
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I've been out of the game
a long time.
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Have you gotten
to go back into teaching?
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I'm not sure I'm ready for that.
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Syl's been encouraging me, but...
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Who's Iris Baker?
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[rain pattering]
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The woman at the library.
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What woman?
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[thunder rumbling in distance]
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Um, I knew her as Irene.
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[sighs] Aunt Irene.
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She was assigned to the district
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where I had my first posting
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before I met you.
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And what did she want?
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Ah, doesn't matter, 'cause Emily
doesn't want to talk to her.
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I don't know.
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- She hurt you, didn't she?
- [Luke] Why would you say that?
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Because she's an Aunt.
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You should face her.
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- Emily, you need to...
- June. June.
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You have to get out everything
you have been holding in.
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I promise you, you will feel better.
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Well, we're not all like you.
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[rain pattering]
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[thunder rumbling]
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That Aunt Irene must have been brutal.
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How bad could she be?
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Aunt Lydia set a high fucking bar.
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Yeah, well, if Emily
wanted you to know,
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I'm sure she would've
just told you, right?
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Apparently.
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So, you sure
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you wouldn't feel better
if I was there tomorrow?
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It would just hurt you
to hear those things...
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about me, so...
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I... I don't want that.
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So, Mark Tuello was really interested
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in the, um, the lake house
where you saw Hannah.
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And he said he could find some photos
that you could look at.
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Why did you tell him about that?
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Because this is the first
new information
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that we've had on Hannah
in, like, forever.
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It means that we can
restart the search.
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- Yeah, but I didn't want...
- But don't you want that?
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To tell him about that. Yet.
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All right. All right.
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I don't know why
you would've told him.
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[exhales deeply]
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That kid is like a motion detector.
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I had to sneak out like a ninja.
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- Luke, can you finish these?
- Uh, yeah, I got it.
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I want to go look at my testimony.
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She, uh, says she doesn't
want me there tomorrow.
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Well, if she wanted a cheering section,
she would've asked us to come.
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[sighs]
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I just don't know. I don't...
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I don't know what she wants.
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She is like a stranger half the time.
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I mean, it's like...
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when we talk about Hannah.
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And...
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in bed.
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[sighs] Getting over trauma
is a bumpy fucking road.
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Yeah.
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You need to be patient
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till June gets where she's going.
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You don't know
what she's been through.
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Maybe that's the problem.
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[door beeps, unlocks]
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[Serena reading]
"Mr. Waterford's sexual tastes
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were very pedestrian.
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On occasion,
he couldn't even perform.
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When that happened,
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he'd make me have sex
with another Jezebel
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while he watched
and masturbated."
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And a good evening to you, too.
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Moira Strand,
she paints quite the picture.
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[Commander] A deviant and a liar.
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Judges didn't seem to think so,
I watched the footage.
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And it didn't help
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that you were rolling your eyes
the entire time.
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Why did you want to see me, Serena?
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- Tomorrow's a big day.
- Exactly. I'm concerned.
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Dawn's prepared. She knows
what Offred's gonna say.
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I'm not worried about Dawn.
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You need to get it together, Fred.
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Everything that you do
reflects on the both of us.
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All of us, actually.
So calling her June would help.
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You know what would really help?
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If you came to court.
If you stood by your husband.
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You know I haven't felt up to it.
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You've never felt better.
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The world already knows
I'm pregnant.
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They need to know we're a family.
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Appearances matter, Mrs. Waterford.
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Besides,
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do you want June to think
you're afraid to face her?
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I'll see you in the morning.
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[door beeps, unlocks]
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Oh, maybe wear the teal.
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[door beeps, locks]
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You're not finished yet?
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[scrubbing]
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Move on!
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[others talking indistinctly]
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Have you never washed a floor?
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Give me it!
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Put something into it!
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It's deplorable.
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[whispering indistinctly, chuckling]
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Gossip is a tool
of the Devil, ladies.
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We were just saying
what a blessing it is
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to have you back, Aunt Lydia.
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A blessing.
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Aren't you kind?
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But we must set a good example,
mustn't we?
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[Aunt] Of course, Aunt Lydia.
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Kylie! You missed a spot.
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I'm sorry, Aunt Lydia.
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It's still there!
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I think it's a stain, Aunt Lydia.
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- You're impertinent, girl!
- [screams]
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Aunt Lydia! Stop!
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[screams]
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[groaning in pain]
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[both groaning]
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[breathing heavily]
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[indistinct chatter]
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[footsteps approaching]
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It's time.
265
00:15:16,749 --> 00:15:18,741
[heels clicking]
266
00:15:27,527 --> 00:15:28,527
[door unlatching]
267
00:15:41,307 --> 00:15:44,971
[Judge] Next we will hear
the victim statement of June Osborn.
268
00:15:55,321 --> 00:15:56,812
Please raise your right hand.
269
00:15:57,657 --> 00:15:59,057
Is there a Bible?
270
00:15:59,125 --> 00:16:01,151
No, Ma'am. Not in this court.
271
00:16:01,260 --> 00:16:03,161
Do you swear to tell the truth,
the whole truth,
272
00:16:03,262 --> 00:16:05,128
and nothing but the truth?
273
00:16:05,631 --> 00:16:06,631
I do.
274
00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:09,968
[door opens]
275
00:16:21,280 --> 00:16:22,646
[door closes]
276
00:16:22,748 --> 00:16:25,445
Ms. Osborn, please take the stand.
277
00:16:44,837 --> 00:16:45,964
In your own time.
278
00:16:52,278 --> 00:16:53,769
My name is June Osborn.
279
00:16:56,382 --> 00:16:58,942
Fred Waterford
and Serena Joy Waterford
280
00:17:00,286 --> 00:17:03,154
imprisoned me, beat me,
and raped me.
281
00:17:05,324 --> 00:17:08,692
I came to the Waterfords' house in 2017.
282
00:17:08,794 --> 00:17:10,387
It was my second posting.
283
00:17:12,398 --> 00:17:15,732
A few days after my arrival,
I was summoned to the drawing room,
284
00:17:15,835 --> 00:17:18,532
where I was asked to kneel
in front of the Waterfords,
285
00:17:18,638 --> 00:17:21,073
as witnessed by
their housekeeper Rita Blue
286
00:17:21,173 --> 00:17:24,007
and their... driver Nick Blaine.
287
00:17:26,212 --> 00:17:29,148
Mr. Waterford read a story
from the Bible
288
00:17:29,215 --> 00:17:31,013
about Rachel and Bilhah.
289
00:17:32,385 --> 00:17:36,846
After that, I was
taken upstairs to her bedroom.
290
00:17:36,923 --> 00:17:41,657
There, Mr. Waterford raped me
while his wife held me down.
291
00:17:44,263 --> 00:17:46,528
This happened
for three successive nights
292
00:17:46,599 --> 00:17:49,398
every month when I was ovulating.
293
00:17:49,502 --> 00:17:52,267
These were the legally sanctioned rapes.
294
00:17:53,372 --> 00:17:54,601
There were others.
295
00:17:57,376 --> 00:18:01,211
Mrs. Waterford was desperate
for me to get pregnant
296
00:18:01,280 --> 00:18:05,411
and questioned her husband's fertility.
297
00:18:05,518 --> 00:18:08,613
She ordered me to have sex
with their driver.
298
00:18:10,222 --> 00:18:14,956
Another violation of Gilead law
that I could not refuse.
299
00:18:16,362 --> 00:18:19,059
Mr. Blaine and I had intercourse,
300
00:18:19,131 --> 00:18:20,963
while Mrs. Waterford was in the room,
301
00:18:21,067 --> 00:18:23,093
watching us the entire time.
302
00:18:25,871 --> 00:18:30,104
I did become pregnant
with my daughter Nichole.
303
00:18:32,244 --> 00:18:33,439
My daughter.
304
00:18:35,381 --> 00:18:37,373
During a visit to a doctor's office,
305
00:18:37,450 --> 00:18:41,387
the underground
resistance movement in Gilead
306
00:18:41,454 --> 00:18:43,787
provided the means for me to escape,
307
00:18:43,889 --> 00:18:46,484
and I stayed in hiding for two months.
308
00:18:46,592 --> 00:18:49,221
Eventually, I found my way
to an ally's small plane
309
00:18:49,295 --> 00:18:51,264
leaving for Canada,
310
00:18:51,330 --> 00:18:53,799
but just before takeoff,
I was captured,
311
00:18:53,899 --> 00:18:55,539
and I was brought back
to the Waterfords',
312
00:18:55,601 --> 00:18:58,400
where the mistreatment
and abuse continued.
313
00:19:00,439 --> 00:19:03,273
At nine months pregnant,
I went into false labor.
314
00:19:04,810 --> 00:19:09,578
For this, Mrs. Waterford
was very angry with me
315
00:19:09,649 --> 00:19:12,414
and felt embarrassed
in front of her friends
316
00:19:12,485 --> 00:19:14,647
who had gathered
to witness the birth.
317
00:19:17,023 --> 00:19:18,651
As punishment,
318
00:19:20,760 --> 00:19:23,491
Mr. Waterford raped me again...
319
00:19:25,631 --> 00:19:27,429
while she held me down.
320
00:19:31,537 --> 00:19:32,537
I struggled
321
00:19:33,673 --> 00:19:36,541
and pleaded for them to stop.
322
00:19:39,445 --> 00:19:40,538
They did not.
323
00:19:45,017 --> 00:19:47,043
After I gave birth,
the Waterfords forbid
324
00:19:47,153 --> 00:19:50,282
any contact
with my daughter Nichole,
325
00:19:50,356 --> 00:19:53,690
although I was still expected
to provide breast milk for her.
326
00:19:55,561 --> 00:19:59,521
Eventually, I managed to convince them
to let me to spend some time with her.
327
00:20:01,734 --> 00:20:06,365
Mrs. Waterford did make one attempt
to improve conditions for the women
328
00:20:06,472 --> 00:20:08,907
and young girls of Gilead.
329
00:20:09,008 --> 00:20:12,001
She appeared in front
of the Commanders' Council
330
00:20:12,078 --> 00:20:14,843
and read out loud
from the Bible.
331
00:20:16,148 --> 00:20:20,142
For this crime of reading,
they cut off her finger.
332
00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:26,317
Mr. Waterford, her husband,
did not object.
333
00:20:28,527 --> 00:20:31,691
When I confronted Mr. Waterford
about his brutality,
334
00:20:31,764 --> 00:20:35,098
he struck me and threatened
to cut out my tongue.
335
00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:39,762
I hit him back,
336
00:20:41,173 --> 00:20:44,337
even though it could mean
execution for me.
337
00:20:46,779 --> 00:20:49,374
I suppose I was past caring by then.
338
00:20:51,884 --> 00:20:53,682
Later, with the help of Rita Blue
339
00:20:53,753 --> 00:20:56,018
and other housekeepers
in the neighborhood,
340
00:20:56,088 --> 00:20:58,557
I had a second opportunity
to escape Gilead,
341
00:20:58,624 --> 00:21:01,287
this time with my daughter Nichole.
342
00:21:05,197 --> 00:21:08,031
But I couldn't leave
my other daughter Hannah behind.
343
00:21:09,802 --> 00:21:14,433
So I stayed, to try to save her.
344
00:21:17,543 --> 00:21:18,943
To bring her back
345
00:21:20,613 --> 00:21:21,911
to her father,
346
00:21:22,715 --> 00:21:23,876
my husband.
347
00:21:27,720 --> 00:21:29,086
I failed.
348
00:21:34,326 --> 00:21:37,763
This time, when I was captured,
I was sent to a new household,
349
00:21:37,830 --> 00:21:42,131
where Mr. and Mrs. Joseph Lawrence
did not subject me to any rapes,
350
00:21:42,902 --> 00:21:45,235
at great risk to their own lives.
351
00:21:46,639 --> 00:21:48,471
But Mr. Waterford
352
00:21:48,574 --> 00:21:51,442
later arranged for me
to be raped by Mr. Lawrence
353
00:21:51,510 --> 00:21:53,240
as a test of loyalty.
354
00:21:55,147 --> 00:21:57,082
The Waterfords drank coffee
355
00:21:57,149 --> 00:22:01,109
while upstairs I had sex
with Mr. Lawrence
356
00:22:01,187 --> 00:22:03,850
against both of our wishes
in front of his wife.
357
00:22:07,493 --> 00:22:08,825
Mrs. Lawrence...
358
00:22:12,631 --> 00:22:13,631
Eleanor...
359
00:22:14,500 --> 00:22:17,163
was a kind and fragile woman,
360
00:22:18,337 --> 00:22:19,430
and this experience
361
00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:23,434
devastated her.
362
00:22:25,544 --> 00:22:28,537
That was the last time
I saw Mr. Waterford...
363
00:22:29,815 --> 00:22:30,815
until now.
364
00:22:42,728 --> 00:22:45,357
I am grateful to be speaking
to you today.
365
00:22:47,533 --> 00:22:49,798
But mine is just one voice.
366
00:22:52,238 --> 00:22:53,536
Countless others
367
00:22:56,375 --> 00:22:57,570
will remain unheard,
368
00:22:58,544 --> 00:23:02,709
imprisoned by men like Fred Waterford.
369
00:23:04,250 --> 00:23:05,343
Women...
370
00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:13,256
my friends...
371
00:23:18,397 --> 00:23:19,865
who lost their lives
372
00:23:20,833 --> 00:23:22,825
and can never be heard.
373
00:23:28,674 --> 00:23:30,336
It is for those women
374
00:23:32,544 --> 00:23:34,945
that I ask the
International Criminal Court
375
00:23:35,047 --> 00:23:37,710
to confirm the charges against this man
376
00:23:38,584 --> 00:23:40,348
and put him on trial.
377
00:23:43,289 --> 00:23:46,453
I ask for the maximum
possible sentence.
378
00:23:50,763 --> 00:23:52,629
I ask for justice.
379
00:23:55,100 --> 00:23:56,295
Thank you.
380
00:24:17,389 --> 00:24:18,589
[Judge] Thank you, Ms. Osborn.
381
00:24:21,093 --> 00:24:24,757
The defense now has the opportunity
to ask a few questions.
382
00:24:24,997 --> 00:24:26,932
Thank you, Your Honor.
383
00:24:27,166 --> 00:24:29,601
[Judge] I remind you
that this is not a trial.
384
00:24:29,668 --> 00:24:30,795
Keep your questioning brief.
385
00:24:30,903 --> 00:24:32,269
Of course, Your Honor.
386
00:24:36,608 --> 00:24:38,736
You had an affair with
a married man, is that correct?
387
00:24:39,311 --> 00:24:40,311
For months?
388
00:24:40,412 --> 00:24:41,607
[Judge] Ms. Mathis.
389
00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:43,058
I just want the record
to show that Ms. Osborn
390
00:24:43,082 --> 00:24:47,679
has a history of deceitfulness
around sex and infidelity.
391
00:24:48,654 --> 00:24:50,748
And your adultery,
392
00:24:50,823 --> 00:24:52,291
your sin,
393
00:24:52,358 --> 00:24:53,656
that's why you're here today.
394
00:24:54,460 --> 00:24:57,328
Isn't it true, Ms. Osborn,
that you chose to become a Handmaid?
395
00:24:57,429 --> 00:24:58,829
It wasn't much of a choice.
396
00:24:59,798 --> 00:25:02,165
It was either that
or get sent to the Colonies.
397
00:25:02,267 --> 00:25:03,496
That is a yes, then?
398
00:25:04,870 --> 00:25:06,634
You knew what
you were signing up for.
399
00:25:06,705 --> 00:25:08,435
You knowingly agreed
to the Ceremony.
400
00:25:10,109 --> 00:25:13,944
I didn't sign up to get raped
when I was nine months pregnant, no.
401
00:25:14,013 --> 00:25:15,606
It was another holy Ceremony.
402
00:25:15,681 --> 00:25:16,681
Mr. Waterford...
403
00:25:16,782 --> 00:25:18,426
[Commander] To bring God's gift
into the world safely.
404
00:25:18,450 --> 00:25:19,794
It was for the health
of the child.
405
00:25:19,818 --> 00:25:21,162
Ms. Mathis, please control your client.
406
00:25:21,186 --> 00:25:22,449
That's enough, Mr. Waterford.
407
00:25:22,521 --> 00:25:24,499
[Commander] God tests us.
He tests us with a heavy hand.
408
00:25:24,523 --> 00:25:27,789
The sacrifices we all made
in Gilead were difficult.
409
00:25:27,860 --> 00:25:30,659
But where else on Earth
is the birth rate rising?
410
00:25:30,729 --> 00:25:34,166
Nowhere. Only in Gilead
because it works.
411
00:25:34,233 --> 00:25:35,826
It works.
412
00:25:36,702 --> 00:25:38,534
We chose God's path
413
00:25:40,672 --> 00:25:43,540
and have been rewarded
for our suffering.
414
00:25:47,379 --> 00:25:50,008
Tell me, how was I rewarded
for my suffering?
415
00:25:50,082 --> 00:25:52,745
Your beautiful baby daughter
and your other daughter.
416
00:25:52,851 --> 00:25:54,149
I let you see her.
417
00:25:54,219 --> 00:25:55,830
I arranged for the two of them
to meet, a kindness,
418
00:25:55,854 --> 00:25:58,050
- she left that out.
- I am done!
419
00:26:06,598 --> 00:26:08,032
I am done.
420
00:26:10,169 --> 00:26:12,331
Anything more can wait for your trial.
421
00:26:28,187 --> 00:26:29,917
[thunder rumbling]
422
00:26:32,891 --> 00:26:33,950
[door opens]
423
00:26:34,626 --> 00:26:35,889
[clears throat]
424
00:26:35,961 --> 00:26:38,556
[footsteps approaching]
425
00:26:44,470 --> 00:26:45,470
Come.
426
00:26:51,910 --> 00:26:54,880
Commander, it was an accident.
427
00:26:54,947 --> 00:26:56,210
Aunt Ruth got in my way,
428
00:26:56,281 --> 00:26:59,115
- she is often clumsy...
- Oh, bullshit.
429
00:27:00,419 --> 00:27:03,651
Aunt Ruth has a different story.
430
00:27:03,755 --> 00:27:06,953
Not that I care about
that one either. [groans]
431
00:27:08,293 --> 00:27:09,727
But the Handmaid!
432
00:27:09,795 --> 00:27:14,631
By, by all accounts she was obedient
and, uh, compliant.
433
00:27:16,935 --> 00:27:18,836
They all are, these days.
434
00:27:19,972 --> 00:27:22,965
They've known Gilead
most of their lives.
435
00:27:24,309 --> 00:27:26,471
Unlike some.
436
00:27:30,983 --> 00:27:35,011
Boy, it must be killing you
that June won.
437
00:27:35,320 --> 00:27:38,518
Out of your reach,
free as a bird.
438
00:27:39,658 --> 00:27:43,356
And singing like one, too.
439
00:27:44,963 --> 00:27:47,296
Well, she will...
440
00:27:48,934 --> 00:27:50,300
answer to God.
441
00:27:52,604 --> 00:27:53,604
We'll see.
442
00:27:54,806 --> 00:28:00,143
Maybe she'll just wrap that old goat
around her little finger, too.
443
00:28:00,212 --> 00:28:03,649
June won because she knows
how to make people like her.
444
00:28:03,715 --> 00:28:05,274
People do not like you.
445
00:28:07,819 --> 00:28:08,819
They don't.
446
00:28:09,488 --> 00:28:10,820
I can sympathize.
447
00:28:10,889 --> 00:28:12,949
People don't like me either.
448
00:28:13,025 --> 00:28:14,323
But...
449
00:28:15,527 --> 00:28:16,551
[sighs softly]
450
00:28:17,996 --> 00:28:21,489
These reports will stop.
451
00:28:22,634 --> 00:28:24,125
Are you going to terminate me?
452
00:28:27,706 --> 00:28:28,706
[sighs]
453
00:28:33,345 --> 00:28:34,677
I don't want to.
454
00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:38,549
I don't.
455
00:28:41,053 --> 00:28:43,147
I want you back in form.
456
00:28:43,422 --> 00:28:44,515
Oh.
457
00:28:44,590 --> 00:28:47,890
The work that I'm doing,
that we... that we are doing
458
00:28:47,993 --> 00:28:49,859
is the future of Gilead.
459
00:28:49,928 --> 00:28:54,832
And that means the world to me.
460
00:28:54,900 --> 00:28:56,232
Everything to me.
461
00:28:56,868 --> 00:28:59,599
Yes. Yes.
462
00:28:59,705 --> 00:29:01,003
So, no.
463
00:29:01,073 --> 00:29:02,268
No.
464
00:29:03,942 --> 00:29:05,843
I'm not terminating you.
465
00:29:09,281 --> 00:29:13,184
But, uh, today, we have a situation.
466
00:29:13,252 --> 00:29:16,450
A fugitive Handmaid
captured in Chicago.
467
00:29:20,025 --> 00:29:21,254
[gasps] Ah!
468
00:29:23,929 --> 00:29:26,865
[Lawrence]
The trouble that she's caused
469
00:29:26,932 --> 00:29:29,561
and the defiance.
470
00:29:29,635 --> 00:29:35,267
It's such a poor reflection
on your training. On Gilead.
471
00:29:35,374 --> 00:29:37,366
Yes. Ah...
472
00:29:38,377 --> 00:29:40,039
Commander, I...
473
00:29:40,112 --> 00:29:42,911
I assure you,
this girl was led astray.
474
00:29:42,981 --> 00:29:45,473
This girl was your responsibility,
475
00:29:46,318 --> 00:29:47,377
am I right?
476
00:29:47,753 --> 00:29:49,915
Yes. Yes, she is.
477
00:29:50,722 --> 00:29:51,883
Yes.
478
00:30:00,065 --> 00:30:01,590
It's, uh...
479
00:30:03,502 --> 00:30:07,837
fortuitous, I think, to have her
in our custody right now.
480
00:30:07,939 --> 00:30:11,933
I know you...
you enjoy inflicting pain.
481
00:30:12,010 --> 00:30:14,775
Why... that isn't true.
482
00:30:14,846 --> 00:30:16,109
I'm not judging.
483
00:30:16,181 --> 00:30:17,945
Everybody needs a hobby, I guess.
484
00:30:18,016 --> 00:30:19,848
Oh. [stuttering]
485
00:30:19,951 --> 00:30:22,113
That's not true. I, I object to this...
486
00:30:22,187 --> 00:30:27,182
But it is counterproductive
for you to inflict that pain
487
00:30:27,292 --> 00:30:29,158
on your students
at the Red Center,
488
00:30:29,261 --> 00:30:32,095
let alone on your colleagues.
489
00:30:32,164 --> 00:30:34,599
- Do you understand?
- I do, yes.
490
00:30:35,267 --> 00:30:38,032
You need a better outlet.
491
00:30:41,206 --> 00:30:42,606
So...
492
00:30:44,710 --> 00:30:46,201
do with her what you will.
493
00:30:53,852 --> 00:30:55,650
[breathing heavily] Oh, God.
494
00:30:59,991 --> 00:31:01,050
[breathes deeply]
495
00:31:01,159 --> 00:31:03,151
[Moira] It's just like Waterford...
496
00:31:04,062 --> 00:31:06,190
to try to spin Gilead.
497
00:31:07,332 --> 00:31:09,392
[scoffs] Lipstick on a pig.
498
00:31:09,501 --> 00:31:11,060
The Internet's having a field day.
499
00:31:11,169 --> 00:31:13,070
- Such a loser.
- [Vicky] Yeah.
500
00:31:13,171 --> 00:31:15,834
Here she is. Woman of the hour.
501
00:31:15,907 --> 00:31:17,842
[all applauding]
502
00:31:22,347 --> 00:31:23,347
[sniffles]
503
00:31:24,383 --> 00:31:25,383
June.
504
00:31:26,184 --> 00:31:28,016
She was waiting for you outside.
505
00:31:29,821 --> 00:31:32,066
Yeah, well, you had no business
trying to bring her in here.
506
00:31:32,090 --> 00:31:35,083
Why? Who is she?
507
00:31:35,193 --> 00:31:36,422
This woman was an Aunt.
508
00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:42,659
Aunt Irene.
509
00:31:44,770 --> 00:31:46,170
[Vicky] Why is she here?
510
00:31:47,172 --> 00:31:49,038
[Tyler] We should call the cops.
511
00:31:49,107 --> 00:31:51,167
This is not the time or place, June.
512
00:31:52,177 --> 00:31:53,201
[June] Why not?
513
00:31:57,749 --> 00:31:59,183
Why? This is our group,
514
00:32:00,218 --> 00:32:01,218
isn't it?
515
00:32:02,788 --> 00:32:03,881
Who wants her to stay?
516
00:32:19,271 --> 00:32:20,569
I'm trying to help you.
517
00:32:23,275 --> 00:32:24,607
But it's up to you.
518
00:32:28,313 --> 00:32:29,313
Fine.
519
00:33:04,616 --> 00:33:05,640
Well?
520
00:33:07,152 --> 00:33:10,645
You wanted to talk.
Go ahead. It's okay.
521
00:33:12,123 --> 00:33:13,455
[clears throat]
522
00:33:17,462 --> 00:33:19,328
I've done some terrible things.
523
00:33:21,299 --> 00:33:22,665
Every Aunt has.
524
00:33:24,202 --> 00:33:26,171
We were trained
to deliver the corrections...
525
00:33:26,271 --> 00:33:27,603
[June] Corrections?
526
00:33:27,672 --> 00:33:28,935
You mean the beatings.
527
00:33:30,275 --> 00:33:31,275
The torture.
528
00:33:32,777 --> 00:33:35,144
The physical punishment
529
00:33:35,213 --> 00:33:37,546
was meant to help keep
all of you alive.
530
00:33:38,016 --> 00:33:39,211
[scoffs]
531
00:33:40,118 --> 00:33:42,053
But what I did to you was worse.
532
00:33:42,153 --> 00:33:43,553
And I never even touched you.
533
00:33:45,624 --> 00:33:46,683
What did you do?
534
00:33:51,329 --> 00:33:56,961
I learned she had a lover
at her first posting,
535
00:33:57,035 --> 00:33:58,128
a Martha.
536
00:34:00,805 --> 00:34:04,173
They continued the affair
after Emily was reassigned
537
00:34:04,242 --> 00:34:06,871
to Commander Scott
and became Ofglen.
538
00:34:06,978 --> 00:34:08,310
So...
539
00:34:09,381 --> 00:34:10,508
I informed the Eyes.
540
00:34:21,092 --> 00:34:25,655
So you're the reason
why they hung that poor woman.
541
00:34:28,199 --> 00:34:32,569
And you are the reason
why they mutilated Emily.
542
00:34:32,671 --> 00:34:33,671
[Moira] June.
543
00:34:36,875 --> 00:34:38,173
What do you want?
544
00:34:41,446 --> 00:34:43,108
Since I found out you were here,
545
00:34:43,214 --> 00:34:45,410
I... I haven't had
a moment's peace.
546
00:34:49,421 --> 00:34:50,787
I want you to forgive me.
547
00:34:51,856 --> 00:34:52,880
[exhales]
548
00:34:58,296 --> 00:35:00,356
You crossed the border
549
00:35:00,432 --> 00:35:03,869
and pretended
to just be any other refugee.
550
00:35:03,935 --> 00:35:05,233
You lied.
551
00:35:05,303 --> 00:35:08,467
You gave yourself a new life,
a new name
552
00:35:08,573 --> 00:35:11,372
and you thought that
you could just leave
553
00:35:11,443 --> 00:35:13,912
all of the shit you did behind.
554
00:35:13,979 --> 00:35:17,746
Why the fuck do you think
you deserve forgiveness?
555
00:35:21,052 --> 00:35:22,145
We are all God's children.
556
00:35:22,587 --> 00:35:24,647
Bullshit!
557
00:35:24,756 --> 00:35:29,558
You people hide behind God
every time it serves you.
558
00:35:33,298 --> 00:35:37,429
Please. Please, please, please, Emily.
559
00:35:38,737 --> 00:35:42,731
Tell me what I can do
to make things better.
560
00:35:45,076 --> 00:35:46,271
[chuckles softly]
561
00:35:49,080 --> 00:35:50,080
Nothing.
562
00:35:52,651 --> 00:35:54,586
There's nothing you can do.
563
00:36:04,429 --> 00:36:05,920
[breath trembling]
564
00:36:12,170 --> 00:36:14,162
[wails]
565
00:36:44,369 --> 00:36:45,837
How was group?
566
00:36:50,675 --> 00:36:51,802
It was fine.
567
00:36:53,745 --> 00:36:54,745
Mm.
568
00:36:58,516 --> 00:36:59,984
This is really good.
569
00:37:01,653 --> 00:37:03,485
[chuckles]
570
00:37:03,555 --> 00:37:05,683
Oh, thank you. Thanks.
571
00:37:10,428 --> 00:37:13,592
Look, I'm, uh,
I'm really sorry about today.
572
00:37:17,702 --> 00:37:20,069
About coming to court and...
573
00:37:22,507 --> 00:37:24,032
[breath trembling]
574
00:37:26,344 --> 00:37:28,404
But at least now I know everything.
575
00:37:30,348 --> 00:37:32,180
And maybe we can just move on.
576
00:37:35,086 --> 00:37:37,351
I mean, if you want
to talk to me about anything
577
00:37:37,422 --> 00:37:38,856
to do with Hannah or...
578
00:37:38,923 --> 00:37:40,084
I don't.
579
00:37:43,094 --> 00:37:44,289
We're good.
580
00:37:44,395 --> 00:37:47,194
Okay. Okay.
581
00:37:51,469 --> 00:37:53,233
All right. Well, I'm here.
582
00:37:58,743 --> 00:37:59,802
[exhales]
583
00:38:03,481 --> 00:38:04,574
[sniffs]
584
00:38:18,596 --> 00:38:21,065
I... I don't know what to do.
585
00:38:21,132 --> 00:38:22,657
[June] Hey, hey.
586
00:38:23,935 --> 00:38:25,267
I'm trying.
587
00:38:37,816 --> 00:38:38,840
Just tell me.
588
00:38:44,455 --> 00:38:45,855
It's okay.
589
00:39:03,508 --> 00:39:05,033
No, no, June.
590
00:39:06,044 --> 00:39:08,172
June, stop. Just stop it!
591
00:39:08,279 --> 00:39:10,339
Talk to me! Talk to me!
592
00:39:11,816 --> 00:39:13,614
Talk to me.
593
00:39:26,030 --> 00:39:27,658
[breathing heavily]
594
00:39:42,247 --> 00:39:43,306
[exhales]
595
00:39:48,152 --> 00:39:50,383
[door beeps, unlocks]
596
00:39:54,692 --> 00:39:56,183
[thunder rumbling]
597
00:40:08,573 --> 00:40:10,235
[clears throat]
598
00:40:26,724 --> 00:40:30,593
Goodness. You look like
the wreck of the Hesperus.
599
00:40:44,609 --> 00:40:47,204
It was Gilead that
saved you, you know.
600
00:40:49,747 --> 00:40:51,545
Our boys cleaning out Chicago.
601
00:40:53,451 --> 00:40:55,079
They saved you from starvation...
602
00:40:58,222 --> 00:40:59,222
and worse.
603
00:41:05,330 --> 00:41:06,662
Where's June?
604
00:41:13,104 --> 00:41:14,104
Is she dead?
605
00:41:15,239 --> 00:41:16,798
Your friend is in Canada.
606
00:41:17,642 --> 00:41:18,735
She is?
607
00:41:19,677 --> 00:41:21,305
That godforsaken place.
608
00:41:21,412 --> 00:41:22,436
[chuckles]
609
00:41:23,481 --> 00:41:24,813
She made it.
610
00:41:26,351 --> 00:41:27,284
[laughs]
611
00:41:27,352 --> 00:41:28,786
I always knew she would make it.
612
00:41:31,089 --> 00:41:32,113
[chuckles]
613
00:41:33,358 --> 00:41:35,350
I don't know why you're so happy.
614
00:41:37,261 --> 00:41:38,490
June left you.
615
00:41:42,333 --> 00:41:43,699
No, she didn't.
616
00:41:44,369 --> 00:41:45,428
Janine.
617
00:41:46,537 --> 00:41:48,972
Don't tell me she couldn't have
taken you with her.
618
00:41:49,640 --> 00:41:51,768
She's done it before.
619
00:41:51,843 --> 00:41:54,938
Maybe this time,
you were just too much trouble.
620
00:41:59,784 --> 00:42:01,480
It's difficult to know with that one.
621
00:42:03,354 --> 00:42:04,686
So unpredictable.
622
00:42:07,525 --> 00:42:08,525
Selfish.
623
00:42:14,632 --> 00:42:16,294
I know what happens here.
624
00:42:19,337 --> 00:42:22,671
I know it will keep happening
until I die.
625
00:42:25,343 --> 00:42:26,538
[sighs]
626
00:42:29,714 --> 00:42:32,548
Just don't make me
a Handmaid again, please.
627
00:42:39,524 --> 00:42:41,186
Look what she's done to you.
628
00:42:46,597 --> 00:42:47,597
She corrupts.
629
00:42:48,766 --> 00:42:50,359
She destroys.
630
00:42:50,435 --> 00:42:51,562
Everyone.
631
00:42:57,842 --> 00:42:59,037
[exhales]
632
00:43:00,445 --> 00:43:01,674
You poor thing.
633
00:43:06,050 --> 00:43:08,519
You've spent your entire life
634
00:43:09,854 --> 00:43:11,516
losing the people you love.
635
00:43:14,292 --> 00:43:15,555
[sniffles]
636
00:43:20,431 --> 00:43:21,865
Aunt Lydia, please.
637
00:43:25,269 --> 00:43:27,738
Just don't send me back into service.
638
00:43:29,707 --> 00:43:31,437
I'd rather die here.
639
00:43:36,714 --> 00:43:38,114
[sighs] Okay.
640
00:43:47,758 --> 00:43:49,818
Well, up you go.
641
00:43:54,065 --> 00:43:55,065
Now...
642
00:43:56,667 --> 00:43:59,136
there is no use in being theatrical.
643
00:44:00,571 --> 00:44:01,571
Hm?
644
00:44:06,811 --> 00:44:07,938
[sniffles]
645
00:44:12,950 --> 00:44:15,920
[sobs]
646
00:44:15,987 --> 00:44:19,446
Whatever are we going to do with you?
647
00:44:25,930 --> 00:44:27,990
[indistinct chatter]
648
00:44:30,801 --> 00:44:31,996
I think it was shitty.
649
00:44:33,771 --> 00:44:35,364
June ambushing you like that.
650
00:44:36,874 --> 00:44:40,174
Oh. I, she...
651
00:44:41,112 --> 00:44:42,978
you know, she thought it would help.
652
00:44:44,482 --> 00:44:45,482
Did it?
653
00:44:47,885 --> 00:44:49,012
I don't know.
654
00:44:51,656 --> 00:44:52,715
It wasn't enough.
655
00:44:54,992 --> 00:44:56,824
You want to see that woman again?
656
00:44:57,828 --> 00:44:59,854
[exhales] Uh...
657
00:44:59,964 --> 00:45:02,195
I've said all I have to say.
658
00:45:02,867 --> 00:45:04,301
[exhales]
659
00:45:06,370 --> 00:45:07,804
All of us are just
660
00:45:10,007 --> 00:45:13,409
searching for ways to move forward.
661
00:45:16,013 --> 00:45:18,539
Take all that shit from Gilead
and just...
662
00:45:19,984 --> 00:45:23,045
turn it into something...
663
00:45:24,355 --> 00:45:25,550
useful.
664
00:45:27,925 --> 00:45:29,826
I don't know if that's possible.
665
00:45:31,996 --> 00:45:33,674
I mean, the Waterfords
can't be the only one
666
00:45:33,698 --> 00:45:35,189
the I.C.C.'s going after.
667
00:45:35,866 --> 00:45:39,030
I mean, an Aunt
in the Gilead power structure...
668
00:45:41,672 --> 00:45:43,072
she'd be one hell of a witness.
669
00:45:47,678 --> 00:45:51,513
Maybe you can talk to her again,
670
00:45:52,683 --> 00:45:54,549
in private this time.
671
00:45:54,619 --> 00:45:56,417
Get her to testify.
672
00:45:58,389 --> 00:45:59,413
Yeah. Move forward.
673
00:46:01,692 --> 00:46:02,692
Hm.
674
00:46:03,594 --> 00:46:05,426
[indistinct chatter]
675
00:46:13,070 --> 00:46:15,266
[mystical music playing]
676
00:48:03,914 --> 00:48:05,906
[indistinct chatter]
677
00:48:13,491 --> 00:48:14,686
Protestors.
678
00:48:15,726 --> 00:48:18,491
Sounds like more than usual.
679
00:48:20,197 --> 00:48:22,860
I suppose that was inevitable.
680
00:48:24,368 --> 00:48:26,098
Coming to court again today?
681
00:48:29,106 --> 00:48:31,769
Did you believe
what you said yesterday?
682
00:48:34,111 --> 00:48:35,238
Of course I did.
683
00:48:37,014 --> 00:48:38,014
Hm.
684
00:48:40,184 --> 00:48:41,618
Well, shall we?
685
00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:43,711
[indistinct shouting]
686
00:48:51,095 --> 00:48:53,360
[applauding, cheering]
687
00:48:54,865 --> 00:48:56,857
[indistinct shouting]
688
00:49:08,979 --> 00:49:12,211
They heard us, Mrs. Waterford.
689
00:49:29,333 --> 00:49:31,427
[indistinct shouting continues]
690
00:49:35,573 --> 00:49:36,973
[cheering]
691
00:49:52,256 --> 00:49:53,918
Whoo!
692
00:50:04,201 --> 00:50:07,171
[woman] We love you, Serena!
We love you!
693
00:50:18,182 --> 00:50:20,617
I know we're all pretty shocked
694
00:50:21,285 --> 00:50:22,548
about Irene.
695
00:50:26,123 --> 00:50:29,059
Does anyone maybe
wanna say anything?
696
00:50:31,295 --> 00:50:32,490
It's...
697
00:50:33,864 --> 00:50:34,864
so sad.
698
00:50:37,167 --> 00:50:38,635
A trial would've been better.
699
00:50:39,470 --> 00:50:40,961
Prison.
700
00:50:41,038 --> 00:50:42,904
Bitch took the coward's way out.
701
00:50:46,977 --> 00:50:48,468
What do you think?
702
00:50:48,546 --> 00:50:53,246
Well, I think we're all better
than the worst thing we've done.
703
00:50:56,153 --> 00:50:59,317
You shouldn't
feel guilty, Emily.
704
00:50:59,557 --> 00:51:02,755
[Danielle] Yeah, what that
woman did was her choice.
705
00:51:03,093 --> 00:51:05,392
[Vicky]
It must've been so traumatic.
706
00:51:06,363 --> 00:51:08,764
Another hanging,
like your Martha.
707
00:51:09,833 --> 00:51:13,326
You know, you didn't have
anything to do with it.
708
00:51:13,404 --> 00:51:16,101
Why don't we let Emily tell us
how she feels.
709
00:51:21,612 --> 00:51:22,910
If she wants to.
710
00:51:26,951 --> 00:51:28,579
[breathing unsteadily]
711
00:51:36,026 --> 00:51:38,120
I feel...
712
00:51:41,298 --> 00:51:42,527
amazing.
713
00:51:47,638 --> 00:51:48,697
[exhales]
714
00:51:50,140 --> 00:51:52,302
I'm glad she's dead.
715
00:51:55,145 --> 00:51:57,376
And I hope I had
something to do with it.
716
00:52:05,322 --> 00:52:07,791
[Danielle] If my Aunt Lisa was here,
717
00:52:07,891 --> 00:52:09,883
or my fucking Commander...
718
00:52:12,129 --> 00:52:14,462
[Tyler] If my Commander
were here,
719
00:52:15,399 --> 00:52:16,890
I'd cut his dick off...
720
00:52:18,102 --> 00:52:19,593
make him eat it.
721
00:52:21,772 --> 00:52:22,772
There you go.
722
00:52:24,475 --> 00:52:25,841
[Vicky] The wife...
723
00:52:25,943 --> 00:52:27,935
I'd use a broom handle...
724
00:52:28,012 --> 00:52:29,480
Okay, everyone.
725
00:52:29,580 --> 00:52:30,775
Um...
726
00:52:32,282 --> 00:52:33,841
we've talked about this.
727
00:52:35,252 --> 00:52:37,414
Anger is a valid emotion,
728
00:52:37,488 --> 00:52:41,823
it's, uh, necessary,
important even, to heal.
729
00:52:44,261 --> 00:52:45,854
But we can't live there.
730
00:52:47,798 --> 00:52:49,198
Why not?
731
00:52:49,299 --> 00:52:50,323
June...
732
00:52:50,434 --> 00:52:53,268
Why does healing
have to be the only goal?
733
00:52:55,506 --> 00:52:58,340
Why can't we be as furious
as we feel?
734
00:53:00,310 --> 00:53:01,369
Don't we have that right?
735
00:53:04,548 --> 00:53:07,313
I think that's the hour, ladies.
736
00:53:08,385 --> 00:53:10,513
Pick this back up next week.
737
00:53:12,456 --> 00:53:13,515
Thank you.
738
00:53:17,795 --> 00:53:19,821
I'll stay longer
if anyone else wants to.
739
00:53:22,199 --> 00:53:23,199
I'll stick around, too.
740
00:53:24,968 --> 00:53:25,968
[Vicky] Me too.
741
00:53:26,870 --> 00:53:27,894
Thank you.
742
00:53:29,006 --> 00:53:30,634
[Tyler] Yeah. Sure.
743
00:53:35,713 --> 00:53:38,649
[singing]
I stand firm for our soil
744
00:53:38,716 --> 00:53:40,207
Lick a rock on foil
745
00:53:40,317 --> 00:53:42,650
Say reduce me, seduce me
746
00:53:42,720 --> 00:53:44,484
Dress me up in Stussy
747
00:53:44,555 --> 00:53:47,821
Hell is round the corner where I shelter
748
00:53:47,891 --> 00:53:50,326
Ism's and schisms
749
00:53:50,394 --> 00:53:52,329
We're living helter skelter
750
00:53:52,396 --> 00:53:54,058
If you believe or deceive
751
00:53:54,164 --> 00:53:57,032
common sense says shouldn't receive
752
00:53:57,101 --> 00:54:00,663
Let me take you down
the corridors of my life
753
00:54:00,738 --> 00:54:04,675
And when you walk
do you walk to your preference?
754
00:54:04,775 --> 00:54:08,576
No need to answer
till I take further evidence
755
00:54:08,679 --> 00:54:12,377
I seem to need a reference
to get residence
756
00:54:12,449 --> 00:54:15,613
A reference to your preference to say
757
00:54:15,719 --> 00:54:18,553
I'm a good neighbor, I trudge
758
00:54:18,622 --> 00:54:20,614
So judge me for my labor
759
00:54:20,724 --> 00:54:23,888
The bond on me ensures
my good behavior
760
00:54:23,961 --> 00:54:27,454
The constant struggle
ensures my insanity
761
00:54:27,564 --> 00:54:32,434
Passing the ignorance
ensures the struggle for my family
762
00:54:32,536 --> 00:54:36,132
We're hungry beware of our appetite
763
00:54:36,240 --> 00:54:39,608
Distant drums bring the news
of a kill tonight
764
00:54:40,611 --> 00:54:43,638
The kill which I share
with my passengers
765
00:54:43,747 --> 00:54:47,650
We take our fill
take our fill, take our fill
766
00:54:47,751 --> 00:54:50,653
I stand firm for our soil
767
00:54:50,754 --> 00:54:52,484
Lick a rock on foil
768
00:54:52,589 --> 00:54:54,649
Say reduce me, seduce me
769
00:54:54,758 --> 00:54:56,454
Dress me up in Stussy
770
00:54:56,560 --> 00:54:58,426
Confused by different memories
771
00:54:58,495 --> 00:55:00,293
Details of Asian remedies
772
00:55:00,397 --> 00:55:04,732
Conversations of what's
become of enemies
773
00:55:04,802 --> 00:55:07,067
Luke, I need to tell you something.
774
00:55:11,441 --> 00:55:15,105
I need to tell you about
the last time I saw Hannah.
775
00:55:15,846 --> 00:55:19,613
Before the move sit on the perspective
776
00:55:20,350 --> 00:55:22,512
Mr. Quaye lay in the crevice
777
00:55:22,619 --> 00:55:25,282
And watches from the precipice
778
00:55:25,355 --> 00:55:28,621
Imperial passage
779
00:55:28,692 --> 00:55:32,424
Heat from the sun
some days slowly passes
780
00:55:32,496 --> 00:55:36,024
Until then
you have to live with yourself
781
00:55:36,133 --> 00:55:40,366
Until then
you have to live with yourself
782
00:55:47,845 --> 00:55:50,280
I stand firm for our soil
783
00:55:50,347 --> 00:55:52,441
Lick a rock on foil
784
00:55:52,516 --> 00:55:54,644
Say reduce me, seduce me
785
00:55:54,718 --> 00:55:56,550
Dress me up in Stussy
786
00:55:56,653 --> 00:56:00,385
Hell is round the corner where I shelter
787
00:56:00,490 --> 00:56:02,322
Ism's and schisms
788
00:56:02,392 --> 00:56:04,486
We're living helter skelter
789
00:56:04,561 --> 00:56:06,359
If you believe and deceive
790
00:56:06,463 --> 00:56:09,365
Common sense says shouldn't receive
791
00:56:09,466 --> 00:56:11,662
Let me take you down the corridor
792
00:56:20,143 --> 00:56:23,580
My brain thinks bomb-like
793
00:56:23,680 --> 00:56:26,650
Bomb-like
My brain thinks bomb-like
794
00:56:26,717 --> 00:56:28,549
Bomb-like, bomb-like
795
00:56:28,652 --> 00:56:30,553
My brain thinks
796
00:56:31,655 --> 00:56:33,521
Bomb-like
797
00:56:35,392 --> 00:56:37,657
Beware of my appetite